A huge THANKYOU to everyone who came to my birthday, and also to those who wished me well but couldn't make it... I have had the best weekend ever!

I *heart* slimelights... hadn't been before and wasn't sure what to expect, but turned out to be a great place. We got there very early (went straight from pub), and so we managed to grab the table right at the back on the bottom floor, which was where I preferred the music, but meant we could sit and chat a lot as well... Went upstairs a few times, but it was a bit heavy for the mood I was in really. Lots of great tunes where we were tho, so all was good.

Fantastic company, including both of my brothers, friends from school, housemates and boy, and good pills meant fun was had by all... Rob was especially taken by all the pretty lights - in fact I had to stop him molesting several people when he was taken by their UV reactive jewellery/ glowsticks/ flashing t-shirts. At least I have some ideas for his xmas present now!

Left the club when it shut at 7.30 and went back to peter's, who had already gone early. Had to sleep on floor so didn't get much sleep, but have been feeling alright. went to the British Museum for a while in the afternoon, so I even got some culture. Been quite tired and achey today, but not in a bad way...

*smiles*

:-D

Dec. 6th, 2003 11:57 am
I am now officially all grown up and sophisticated.
I also have a slight hangover.
And I feel slightly sickly because I have eaten chocolate cake for breakfast.
*smiles*

birthday started yesterday really - picked up a cake from local bakery that mum and dad had arranged, and then Jules made me open her presents... she got me some beautiful betty boop thongs, some chocs, a mouse mat, a mug - and a ring! It is silver and, ah damnit, can't remember the name of the stone, but it's purple and I adore it.

We started drinking midori, and tequila, and wine... which explains why I am now the only one up! Arwen told me she had to make mini xmas cakes for people's hampers, but she was cunningly actually making me 21 cakes... they are chocolatey and have malibu or cognac grenache filling... mmmmm... absolutely gorgeous....

came down this morning to a card from my uncles, and another piece of jewellery - a stainless steel and diamond pendant... oooh.... so now have beautiful 21st jewellery... and will have more next week, because kate is paying for me to get my lip pierced :)

Looking forward to tonight. Predict there will be moments of stress when getting ready/ trying to get into club, but should all pan out alright - and both of my brothers will be there, which is amazing enough in itself...

People here now, off to search for clothes (and my fucking rail pass...) and drink tea

xx
I can't do polls, but I wanted some opinions on what I should wear to slimelights on saturday. Jules thinks I should wear black mini and vest top, with chain mail bra top over. This actually looks way nicer than it sounds, but I think by about 3 I'd be in agony.

At the moment, I'm thinking I'm probably going to wear arwen's short black vevet dress. It's strappy, and flares out a bit. It's very flattering, but I don't know if it's a bit, well, plain. I'll be wearing my boots with it, of course, but black or coloured fishnets? hmmm

I never used to have this problem with clubs, what's going on?!
www.somethingpositive.net/sp01112002.shtml - because most of my friends are like this.

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have been watching entirely too much female-female porn. argh.
Stressed? I recommend getting together with 2 gorgeous ladies, drinking enough to kill a small horse, pouring your collective hearts out about everything, doing some primal scream therapy (hope the neighbours don't call the police), punching cushions lots.

Even with the hangover today I feel better than I have in weeks. Just spending a nice chilled evening at home geeking listening to music and having dinner cooked for me by a beautiful woman... who has just informed me that peeling the squash is incredibly therapeutic if you imagine it's someone's head... should I be worried?!
I played pool!
Was dragged along to killer pool by duncan after the lgbt meeting yesterday and publicly humiliated myself lots for 2 games - by not managing to hit anything, ever, but then the girl who organised it took pity/interest in me and utored me... and I came second in the last round! Woo! Ok, so would never have done it if she hadn't been doing everything but shooting for me, but never mind that.
so now they have me hooked and will be taking even more of my money next week...
We have no internet access at the house, until at least tuesday, looks like... it's been a bit of a problem since we moved, what with us all paying for the broadband and only one person being able to use it... Finally have router now tho, so at this rate I might even be online more than once or teice a week (and might be able to email a few people I haven't spoken to for way too long...) Shouldn't moan tho, being on the net at uni at least gives me a way to fill time between lectures (and no, actually studying is NOT a viable option)

Demo on thursday went very well, huge turnout. I was late because a killer hangover (goth night, v good) made me sleep the alarm and miss the uni coach up, but I got a train instead and met up with Rob and Fergus in trafalgar square. Everyone knows what happened later now, and I can't be bothered to type it out again. People just shouldn't leave stepladders lying around. Especially near buck house. After the pubs have kicked out. Hmmph.

Other than that, good weekend - very lazy one. Spent all saturday in bed with Rob nearly, then went out to a house party in the evening - housemate's boyfriend's workmate. Good atmosphere, shit music, friendly people. Met a girl who does flamenco guitar, so may meet up with her and practice again. Also met some fantastic ex-hippy/ biker (no, me neither) who gave me and Rob a biig lump of weed because we 'looked cute together'. How kind.

Group of us went for pub lunch on saturday, and went for a walk along the front in the rain. Got soaked, but very invigorating (not that I'm saying that only so arwen won't kill me when she reads this!)

Spoke to Steve and he's DEFINITELY coming down to brighton weekend after my birthday, which I'm incredibly happy about. He can only stay for 2 nights 'cos he can't get any time off work at the moment, but I'm trying not to care and just be glad I'm going to see him again :)

Oh yes, an article I wrote for the uni newspaper this week is on the front page. I am trying not to act QUITE as excited about this as I was at first, but I still think it's pretty damn cool. Heh.
you are Delirium..
Her realm is close, and can be visited;
however, human minds were not made to
comprehend her domain, and those few who have
made the journey have been incapable of
reporting more than the tiniest fragments.

Her appearance is the most variable of the
Endless, who, at best, are ideas cloaked in the
semblance of flesh. Her shadow's shape and
outline has no relation to that of any body she
wears, and is tangible, like old velvet. Some
say the tragedy of Delerium is her knowledge
that, despite being older than suns, older than
gods, she is forever the youngest of the
Endless, who do not measure time as we measure
time, or see the world through mortal eyes.
Others deny this, and say that Delerium has no
tragedy, but here they speak without
reflection. For Delerium was once Delight.
And although that was long ago now, even today
her eyes are badly matched: one eye is vivid
emerald green, splattered with silver flecks
that move; her other eye is vein blue. Who
knows what Delerium sees, through her
mismatched eyes?"




Which Endless are you? (Sandman series)
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Ooh!

Nov. 17th, 2003 10:46 am
Ah yes, things that may actually interest people/ things I need people for!

- Kate (of the mix tape and fab hair) is going to new zealand for 6 months in februaury. Obviously I'll miss her a LOT, and texting will be expensive, remembering to email EVERYONE hard... So she needs a livejournal. NEEDS. Unfortunately, I've given my code to the beautiful arwen, so there's not a lot I can do about this... But I'm sure one of you can. Right? Please? *bats eyelashes*

-It's nearly my birthday! and it's very important - 21st, so obviously I need to celebrate. Lots. My housemates have kindly pointed out that the 6th is a saturday, and we all really want to go to slimelights. So this is basically an open invite. No cards or pressies necessary, just pay me lots of attention, perhaps buy me a drink (or provide drugs) and all will be well. Who wants to come?
(warning, need to rant before can type coherently)
It's too early to be awake. Ok, that's a lie, but it was too early to get up at 7 this morning considering the amount of sleep I haven't had recently. Bloody 9am lectures, and on a freakin monday too! Grrr....

alright, feel better now if still groggy... update...

Went out thurs with Kate and Nic who was down from london. Kate's made me a mix tape! Very touched, noone's ever made me one before and this is fantastic... Tho can't help having small suspicion she may be trying to bankrupt me, as I now have at least another 20 cds I want (hint hint, birthday soon, cough, etc). I also find it really funny that for the first (and probably last) time ever my music taste overlaps quite a bit with what's 'in'. I just need to buy a few stripy tops and some plastic jewellery and I could practically be editing the face! Ok, maybe not...
great night at the tav, tho the vibe was a little weird - way too packed and always a different girl crying in the loos, got a pint spilled down me, but that's fairly normal really, and accidentally fell on a couple of people's lips.

Friday, Kate and Nic came over in the evening, we went to Heebie Jeebies to get cocktails, and we got them in fucking wine glasses. Hmmph. Not impressed, usually get 3 times that much. Ended up elsewhere taking advantage of a sambuca offer...

Saturday, went into town, met up with ellie and steve and went to fair trade fair. Managed to pick up a couple of xmas presents for people, and stocked up on tea and chocolate. Mmmm cookies... *drools* May even lead to job - if I ever have the time to go back down there. Nice spending a day with Ellie and steve too, they manage to be remarkably un-couply while obviously devoted to each other. Probably helps I get on so well with both of them anyway. The only downside to this is the fact they're moving in together... anyone need a room in brighton from the beginning of March? Apply here...

Spent sunday with Rob, beautiful day. Got the bus up to Devil's Dyke and then spent hours walking over the Downs. Found a crashed light aircraft in the woods! very old though, and seems to be part of a paint balling course now. That or something REALLY weird is going on. My legs hurt now, there are way too many hills in sussex! Enjoyed it so much at the time tho.
Went out for a meal afterwards, and then drinks. said he's come to a goth night on wednesday and we can dress him up... hehehe... Like this one, think I'll keep him for a while...

Only problem being, there's been (apparently) quite a bit of biphobia in the lgbt group recently. *sighs* I'm meeting nik to discuss what's going on, it's just all a bit uncomfortable right now, too many arguments within the group. Really don't need this. But hey, as welfare officer, maybe I should offer to lead a biphobia section on the 'phobias' workshop we're having next week... homophobia, transphobia... Can't we all just get along?!

What else today? Need to go interview some uni people and find out why they're refusing maternity pay to a member of staff, look for a job in cdec, draw a picture of juliette's soul (long story. She takes a shamanism course. Presentation today.)
And, (yay!) do some admin work for ellie to get money.... Should be able to get in about 15 hours minimum this week, so will soon be loaded (or able to buy food that isn't milk and bread anyway... hmm, perhaps I should start prioritising food and rent over underwear and alcohol... on second thoughts.... nah)
all is calmer now... finally finished my bloody philosophy essay and handed it in to a tutor who, frankly, seemed like he'd almost forgotten he'd ever set it. I also explained that I haven't missed every seminar, as he/ the attendance sheet seemed to think I have, so that's all sorted out, english is on track (but then creative writing was never going to be a chore, and the tutor is lovely), now just have to write 1000 words on kant for tomorrow. Hmmm... not too pleased about that, but I'm sure it'll get done.

Date with rob last night, was fun... Went back to his place for the first time ever. Well, his mums, where he's living while he looks for a place. Also met his mum, which was a bit awkward. well, she didn't seem fazed, and greeted me with the words "you must be Louise" Not sure if this is good or bad... I was a bit hungover and practically naked so perhaps not the best first impression, although she was nice to me when we went down to make breakfast, so this is all good...

Had a week off doing non-study uni stuff last week cos the union was shut down when the agm didn't reach quoracy, probably shouldn't say this, but it was quite useful having the time to work. All kicks back in tomorrow tho. Have welfare training/ doing, which I actually really enjoy, want to do more of... (she says with half on eye on the sabb position... )

wasted day

Nov. 8th, 2003 04:41 pm
but at least I've sort of enjoyed myself... Just lots or reading the paper chatting to people etc.
Was woken up this morning by Morticia curling up under the covers with me and purring loudly in my ear, then swatting me on the nose when that didn't work... I seem to have taken over the role of main feeder in her mind. 'ticia is a cat obviously... not that I'd complain about having a nubile young woman waking me up by crawling into bed with me... hmmm...

Must call one of the boys I'm supposed to be dating. Starting to feel vagualy guilty about my lack of contact. Ah well...

Ooh! Arwen got photos back, including some from Halloween... I'm going to have a go at scanning some later, they look fantastic

Out tonight for Amanda's birthday meal... should be good, I just can't be bothered to dress up :) Definitely having an attack of apathy today (but I like it so that's good)

hmmph

Nov. 7th, 2003 04:23 pm
Well, I almost did my essay...
Was getting right into it, at about 2.30am, when 2 of my housemates came in and brought a load of people home with them... I was going to go upstairs and leave them to it, but I stayed to have a smoke, and then a drink... and then it was 6 in the morning and light and I had no essay....
Good night though! Must do it now, am in danger of being thrown off the course. shit.

blah

Nov. 6th, 2003 11:05 pm
When you get to 20 they should hand you a big manual on how to deal with things maturely so that you can walk away from teenage angst more easily. Oh, and this manual should include advice on how to do essays the before the day they're due in, that'd be good too :p
I'm not really that stressed, well I am, but it's down to a combo of bad planning, misplacing my chequebook and not knowing how to deal with some emotional baggage that's just been hauled out for another go round.
Ok, whine over, I'm off to make it look like I spent weeks writing this essay :)
xx
Had fun. Maybe treated it a little too like a holiday - trying not to think about what I have to do when I get back. Including write an essay I haven't started for friday. I like being busy, but am in danger of falling into headless chicken mode, especially if I manage to find a job...

Oh yes, I lied about not having a journal before. Turns out I did. This wasn't a deliberate lie, I knew I'd created one, but I thought I'd just made it and then never filled it in at all, and then I'd lost the address, forgotten the name etc. Turns out (worryingly?) I had loads of entries in there. What I might do is copy and paste them all over here so everything is in one place and backdate them. Oh no, been told I mustn't do that - post and then edit date afterwards.
Yes, I am a nerd.
Am at my parent's place in belgium at the moment - which explains why I can actually get to a computer for long enough to work on this! came over with Arwen on wednesday, and so far we've had a good mix of partying, sleeping, eating LOTS... and playing scrabble...

Anyway, here's some catch-up on the last few days...

Diversity, LGBT club night, was on tuesday and was FANTASTIC... All the ones I've been to before consisted of about 20 people standing round the edge of the room looking a bit sheepish, but this time we filled the club, and made £300 profit (alright, for charity). I previewed my halloween outfit, 'cos I promised that I would, so was slightly overdressed... but it was still fun. Three gay men grabbed my ass, and I'm taking that as a compliment. :).Drank way too much tequila, and even got off with very cute pink-haired fresher... godd night all round...
(to be continued... have to take dog out for walk...)

xx


...Ok, starting to get the hang of this whole caboodle now, very spanky...
hmmm, anyway, I'm sure there are some schools of thought that would say I shouldn't have gone clubbing the night before leaving the country, but they're just wrong. I wasn't THAT rushed.. besides, A still had to finish making her dress on weds morning. Does that make me more organised?

Halloween was pretty cool... came over to go to a party in a castle near Antwerp. The music was great, the drinks were cheap and the playroom was nice and big, but damnit, if I go to a castle I want turrets. Is it really so much to ask?
We also had to get a taxi quite far to the club because somebody was sick on the train and made us miss our stop... I would've been pissed off but as it was I was just quite pissed and didn't really realise how much confusion and money spending was being created. The worst part, as far as I was concerned, was that A ended up losing her crop while we were running around trying to organise taxis etc...

Still a damn good night though, didn't get back to Shroom's til 9 the next morning.

newbie...

Nov. 3rd, 2003 02:15 pm
Well I've finally got round to creating this thing... still have no idea how anything works, so forgive me if it's all a little odd for a while...
Wel I'm kind of out of the habit of writing diary entries online, but screw it, I'm leaving tomorrow morning, I'm sitting here burning cd's to take with me, and I have fuck all else to do...

It still feel really surreal that I'm going actually.. So many people I don't even know exist yet and soon I'll be seeing them every day..

Peter was about the first to go, almost 2 weeks ago now. That went quickly. I was pretty upset when he left, he's been everything to me for the past 4 years and it was hard to think I wouldn't be talking to him every day anymore, that we'd be living completely seperate lives. I got over it pretty quickly tho... we're not going to be that far from each other and we'll still stay in contact...

After Peter went I spent a lot of time with Odile and various other peeps.. went along to a tattoo expo with her this weekend and ran into Helena.. I haven't seen her for aaaages! That was sweet :) She's engaged now, and seems really really happy, I'm pleased for her...
Anyways, I ended up getting inked!
Odile, Aubrey, wauter, clubbed together and bought me a tattoo.. aww! A gorgeous new-style drawing of 2 cherries right over my left hip bone.. Got it done by Phil Kyle after Helena recommended him as he's the guy she's talking sleeves with... I love it! The colours are BRIGHT against my skin and the shading looks fantastic... the whole thing looks not-too-nice at the mo as it's all scabbed up, but I'm confident that once it heals it will be be-ootiful... Phil's a really nice guy, we hung out with him afterward, talked, drank beer (which *he* kept buying!) and generally had a fantastic time...

Peter's mum and sis dropped by the other day with a going away present, a vegan cookbook. I was really touched...

Think I've seen most people I wanted to before I/ they left, went round to see andrew and heather today, got andrew's mobile number... I guess even if I don't see people during termtime, we'll all catch up at christmas... god, I haven't written an essay in months, how am I going to get into the swing of uni? What's it going to be like, what are the people going to be like, how do I introduce myself?!?
I'm excited, but I'm nervous as hell too...
Ah well, if nearly every other teenager in britain can do it, I sure as fuck can, I mean, if nothing else, I have a SHITLOAD of booze with me, that should help me make friends right?! lol...

Urgh, dasmn cds.... take so long to copy... blegh... hope I don't forget anything tomorrow, it's not lke belgium's THAT close to sussex...
Got back from 'the big B' on Thursday. went with Kate and Peter for a week.
Faaan-bloody-tastic *grins*
Left on thurs 29, for a day before that my calves had been killing me, felt like cramps, very stiff.. oww.
Got on the 'plane, uneventful journey, but as we were picking up our bags from the conveyor belt at barcelona peter jokingly kicked me on my right leg. I think he got a bit of a shock when I fell over and burst into tears, lol
I was hobbling for a couple of days after that, and it didn't help that our hostel was at the top of a steep hill about 10 mins walk from the metro station... On the first evening we'd been sitting on the port when we realised we only had a few minutes before the last metro left, so we had to rush to get it. Considering I could hardly walk up steps at that time, having to practically run up or down several flights left me in an unfeasible amount of pain... by the time we got back to the hostel I was at that stage where something is so painful you become delirious, which was interesting.

Cleared up tho, got some deep heat type stuff from the chemists in the morning (turns your legs bright red, good thing I was wearing trousers), and they felt much much better after we went swimming in the sea... yeh, we swam in the med! Lovely...
That was at the end of the second day - we went to the museum of erotic Art in the morning, then the Contemporary art museun... Erotic art left us all traumatised.. they had a Victorian porn film and it was disgusting *shudders* I'm not going into details... The contemporary art was bette, MASSIVE sound exhibition, whole room filled with Wired mags, sat and read Le Tigre interviews for a bit, heheh...

Barcelona is beautiful. That was the thing that got me the most. It's just the most incredibly aesthetically pleasing city I have EVER been to, and I love the fact that there's so much variety... we saw a LOT of it, went to Parc Guell, saw the gaudi buildings, went up Montjuic, the Joan Miro exhibition, went to the Picasso exhibition. I fell in love. I would live there, definitely.

We only actually went 'properly' out one night, to a gay club we'd heard about.
It was TERRIBLE. The music was 10 years dated school disco pop, the floor was sticky, the lighting was just a strobe, the drinks were expensive and there was a sex room... with broadcasts onto tvs in the club. Barcelona mayhave put me off porn for life. Or a few months anyway.

Everyone wanted to dance with me and kate tho. Maybe Spanish fag hags can't dance?
Peter was getting chatted up a lot (surprise), and ended up talking to John, quite cute, tall, dark, Bolivian pilot.. he bought us all lots of drinks, took us to a nearby cafe when the club shut... and then got very vocally angry when Peter refused to sleep with him, yelled at us all and stormed off.

The only other time we were planning to go out, I had my bag stolen, complete with driver's license, ID, Peter's phone, 55 euros (!!!) etc... I was really upset and there's nothing you can do. went to the police station and you sit around for 30 minutes, THEN get a 'tick-the-box' form to describe what happened, they photocopy it, give you a copy and you leave...

That meant we ran out of money because Peter reached his credit limit and Kate's card stopped working. still had a great time tho and I wanna go back...

Haven't even tried to describe the atmosphere because there's no point... It's like a relaxed version of camden with sea and sun... mmmm....
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