today sucked

Stayed up all night to finish my essay, did very well.
Went in for my english seminar, and that went well until the tutor said, 'right, so now I'll take in all your essays'... umm... essays?! Luckily they were unassessed so wasn't too bad (this is what happens when you do something that isn't your degree for 2 weeks)..
Went on to my philosophy seminar, feeling good as I had 2 copies of my essay all ready for submission... until Kate kindly informed me that I should have submitted it to the office, not to the tutor, half an hour ago... argh! So gave it in, but late, and have lost 10% without it even being marked. I. am. a. plank.
Remainder of day wasn't much better... Came back from handing in essay (missed part of seminar to go), had concilitory cigarette outside building.. and out walked my tutor. Damn... I'm not s'posed to be inside, no, really...

Once things have started to go wrong and you haven't eaten or slept your brain gets all paranoid and tells you horrible things.. notlistening is the hard part.
I came home, downed 2 pints and most of a bottle of wine and ranted at my housemates. It helps. Some things are still worrying me though..

Bah *takes another gulp of wine*

IdontcarerightnowImjustgonnadrinklotsandtrynottodamageanything.